Can you understand
that i need to mend
for the 100th time
Can you try to feel
For my need to heal
for the 100th time
It don't matter
how much of my insides i splatter
in front of our daughter
at our dinner table
you don't change.
It don't matter
how much later
I discover the needle
still stuck inside my hand
because the rotten feeling's
still safe inside.
Battered and Bruised
I try to fight my way out.
I take a left after a right
then a left and a right
I'm stuck inside this labyrinth of thought
There's no way out.
Every step leads me
back to your damn door.
No matter how much hatred
I brew inside, i grew so restless
and ended up with your damned name
on my tattered lips
for the 100th time...
Do you see me walk by your place
I race ahead of my thoughts
trying to find a way to mend.......
Yet I remember your face,
I remember your face again
for the 100th time !!!!!
for the 100th time !!!!!
for the 100th time !!!!!
for the 100th time !!!!!
Here we go
one more time
Lets play this game...
Yeah, take my name,
baby its not a crime
to blame.
We're the right kind
of wrong people
Made for each other
Like fat people and
the maple syrup
Lets be together
for another time
We can tame this damn
wild spirit inside us
Lets walk into the sunset
holding hands..
Lets try to mend together
forever, I'll drop all my
day dreaming, so that we can dope
just on this feeling
For the 100th time !!
We are the lonely crazy hearts,
We run across this crazy maze
of our choice...
For the 100th time
For the 100th time.....
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Voila. Beautiful expression. Though not sure if you are referring to someone specifically or there is a thought thats working you out. Nonetheless thoughts came out very clearly
ReplyDeleteThank you Ma Chere Amie... Though I'm referring to the story of someone famous in some lines, this piece in general is about an abusive and unhealthy relationship. The people who are in it can’t live with each other and can’t live without as well... Also some effect of reading House Of Leaves can be seen (the central idea of Labyrinths), in the form of their actions which are like walking in a labyrinth, repetitive like fighting, making up, then fighting again, then making up again... always dreaming of being together... but cant bear each other’s presence... In a comic sense it’s much like relationship between people and Windows Operating System... we hate it but can’t live without it :) :) ... Thank you for stopping by Diadeb...
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